Why I have started a Blog

I have decided to start a blog because there is just to much running through my head at all times these days. After I lost my beautiful daughter Aine during delivery on Sept. 7th 2010 my world has turned upside down. Now not only am I dealing with the loss of my daughter and the grieving process but I have been struggling to figure out how to make it so her death is not in vain. I have since decided that I want to educate as many women as possible on natural childbirth and its benefits for the mothers and their babies. So now I am on a new journey to become a doula and a midwife. With all of this change in my life I needed an outlet for my ideas and thoughts so here I am.